Saturday, November 27, 2010

30 Day Bloggie Challenge Day 22

I've been waiting for this day and now, I don't know why I'm having a hard time to compose my piece.  Maybe because I have so many things to say...  I don't usually hold grudges for long but what happened to me couple of months back was really hard to forget and that person was hard to forgive.  I just hope that the time would come when I can talk about him without feeling mad... I also pray that I could forgive him because as much as possible, ayoko talaga ng nagtatanim ng galit.
Here's a letter to someone who has hurt me recently.  And recently here for me means August of 2010.
Dear Jon Bill B. Peñaflor (I don't care if you land on this blog mas ok ngang mabasa mo to),
          I want you to know that until now, it's still a puzzle for me why you suddenly "disappeared".  I thought you are/we are in love but then for you not to show up in Angel's wedding without any word (not even a single text message) just brought me to a conclusion that you just took advantage of me...
          At ang kapal ng mukha mo to send me message pa sa facebook by using my password?!  Much has been said and done pala ha... And you wish me luck pa and that sana lahat ng mangyari sa kin good vibes na?! Eh ikaw ang sumira sa good vibes ko!!! 
          You know what, sobrang duwag ka and you don't have b***s!  Coz if you do, hindi mo naman gagawin sa kin to eh, napakaduwag mo talaga!  Alam mo, if hindi lang ako naawa sa parents mo, nireport na kita sa JP Morgan para hindi ka makapasok don!  Sana lang naaawa ka sa kanila, grow up Bill!  Tumatanda ka ng paurong eh, instead na mag-improve yung buhay mo, nagdedeteriorate.  I just hope may makita ka pa na mas concerned pa kesa sa kin kasi kawawa ka naman kung yung next girlfriend mo is yung kukunsintihin ka... Walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.
          I just hope hindi mo na gawin sa iba yung ginawa mo sa kin... I also hope and pray na ma-forgive kita kasi until now, I still can't forget what you've done to me... Sobrang sakit non kasi I've been sincere with you all the time na magkasama tayo.  I've been true to you ever since... I've loved you... But what did I get from you?  If ever you come across this blog, sagutin mo sa self mo yang tanong na yan para kasing wala kang binigay sa kin other than heartaches...
Good bye...

7 Thoughts:

Anonymous said...

naiyak naman ako dito te :( - bobs

Avee said...

Hi Bobs! Gulat ako nakapag-comment ka... Naalala ko tuloy nung naiyak ka sa pag-iyak ko... :(

Anonymous said...

pasensya na sa lahat... Bill

Artiemous said...

joke lang ako yung nagsend na anonymous at di talaga si bill, tignan ko lang magiging reaksyon mo! :D hehehe

Avee said...

@Artie: HAYOP!!! Grabe, kala ko talaga si Bill! Maghuhuramentado na sana ako, buti na lang binawi mo agad! Hahaha

- A n g e l - said...

Hahahahaha! Parang naiimagine kong bigla ka na lang nakalakad nung nakita mo yun comment ni "Bill".

Avee said...

@Angel: HAHAHAHAHA parang ganun na nga bes :D